days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months. i have not heard from my son in two weeks now. i am clinging to 'no news is good news'...he is not in jail or the hospital...i would know...so....'no news is good news'! i am dealing with some emptiness in my heart....my homework is to find a way to feel loved and supported by the 'givers' in my life. i was reminded by my best friend that there are givers and takers in this world...i choose to hang out with the givers....and be a giver too. my soul is full today....a bit shaky at times...but most of the time...quite full.
i am grateful for
1. my intimate relationships with my god, my husband, my family members and my friends...that i have the freedom to be me
2. a 'real' job that pays for the 'real' bills
3. a car that i can rely on...daily
4. my dog...who gets me out walking in the sunshine every day
i am at peace...at this moment