My name is IVY
and I am charming in my own way!
so...for the past 100+ posts I have kept myself very private...but this week has been extremely hard. my mother passed away on monday. she had a good 78 years...but somehow her death still caught me off guard. i have had alot of mixed emotions surrounding her leaving this world. my inner child (age 3) says 'ding dong the wicked witch is dead'..you can't be mean to me anymore...the inner teenager (age 16) is still looking for the love and approval that will never come from my mother now....and the adult, compationate woman that i am today, will fly to arizona to meet with my two sisters. we will console one another and take care of the business at hand. i am still processing so many feelings...but above all...i know that i was the best daughter that i could be...
4 months ago